Chapter 30

♡ Lauren’s POV ♡ He stepped back, moaned loudly, and looked at me despairingly. His gaze made me feel something I didn't want to feel, something I didn't want to feel so strongly about my former bully. I don't even know how we got here. He ran his hand quickly through the end of his black hair and sighed dejectedly. "I don't know what to do, Lauren, you're making this very difficult.” "He muttered, leaning against the table. My eyebrows went up at his words and I was angry that he blamed it all on me.” What! I'm not the one who makes it hard, Magee.” I made a gesture between us. He was about to retort when the bell rang and he fell silent. I really appreciate the interruption, and I don't even want to talk about it at school. There are too many prying eyes here. He sighed gloomily again. "When you finish that project today, can we talk? ""He asked, his eyes widening with hope. His expression made my heart pound as he bit his lower lip for an answer. "Please? ""He asked again, because I took too long to answer. I sighed.” Good.” I mumbled, holding loose strands of hair behind my ears. His eyes lit up when he smiled at me. "Well, I have to go to my dorm.” I told him awkwardly. I don't have classes today, so that means I'll be in my dorm room for the rest of the day until Vicky arrives. "Yeah, sure, well, I'll see you later then? ""He asked hopefully, squinting at me. "Uh-huh.” I rushed out before leaving him for the dormitory. When I got there, the pizza in the empty box fell to the floor. I sighed and cleaned it up before going to bed. I reached for the laptop at my feet and set it on the bed to watch the movie. It will keep me busy until I have to go to Magee's. Five hours later. . . I was woken up by the banging of the door as Vicky came in from her last class. I must have fallen asleep during the movie. She sneered at me, then put her bag on the bed and began to undress. I rolled my eyes at her. It wasn't the first time she'd done that. I reached for my phone, I checked the time and was surprised to see it was already 4 o 'clock. Magee must be waiting for me in his attic now. I took a towel when I got up so that I could take a bath. When I got off the bus, I went to look for my clothes. I pulled out my matching black lace underwear and decided to wear a red floral dress that reached down to my mid-thigh. As I put my clothes on, I heard Vicky snoring loudly. Vicky was asleep in bed naked. I continued to put on my clothes as she snored. After getting dressed, I slipped on the door of my apartment and headed outside. Today is Magee and I's last day on this project. The time seemed to pass in the blink of an eye. I was almost at Magee's door when I felt my anxiety. I stopped to take a deep breath and continued toward the door. I knocked softly on the door and crossed my arms. I bit my lip and waited anxiously for an answer. A minute later, Magee opened the door and looked at me in surprise. "I didn't know you would really show up.” "It's not too late for me to go back.” I said jokingly, pretending to go back. "Oh, my God, Lauren, come in! ” "He said, pulling me in. I giggled. "So where do we talk about our little business? "I asked, raising my eyebrows. It's better to end this. He looked at me and smiled. "In my room.” "All right.” I said suspiciously, and followed him upstairs. When we arrived, he sat on the bed looking at me expectantly. I rolled my eyes before biting my lip next to him, as I do when I'm nervous. He took a deep breath before he began. "So about the kiss --" "Yes, I know you regret it. It shouldn't have happened.” I waved my hand and interrupted him. I tried to act like it wouldn't hurt me, but I knew I failed because I could feel the water in my eyes. "Lauren, can you wait until I at least finish what I have to say? ""He cried gloomily. I smiled sheepishly and told him to go on. He took a deep breath, then scratched his head and stared at the floor. "That kiss wasn't a mistake. I've wanted to kiss you for a long time.” He mumbled at me, trying to gauge my reaction. I opened my eyes wide.” What? "I asked, surprised. He rolled his eyes and said, "Lauren, don't you get it? I have fucking feelings for you! ” He groaned angrily. I must have opened my mouth and eyes wide to not be frightened by what he said. I asked incredulously, "But. . . How come? "I stared at him like he had two heads. He sighed, then turned to me and looked me straight in the eye with tenderness. As he stared hungrily at my lips, his pupils dilated and my breathing became harsh. "I've had a crush on you since we were kids, Lauren.” He whispered, licking his lower lip. My heart beat faster when I heard his confession. Clearing my throat, I clenched my teeth to keep from laughing.” Then why are you bullying me? "I asked sadly. He looked at me guiltily, then mumbled, "Like I told you before, I'm angry because my parents won't let me talk to you in a positive way. But I want to at least talk to you, and bullying you seems to be the answer.” "You're an idiot! I shouted angrily, unable to follow his logic. "Yes, I know.” He sighed, as if he were tired of all this talk. "Do you know what you've made me suffer? I thought I was fucking ugly. And worse, it was the guy I liked who told me the dirty things.” I mumbled. I looked at him in shock when I realized I had just admitted he was my sweetheart. He looked at me in surprise and then grinned from ear to ear. It looked like he'd won the lottery. "Well, I did --" Before I could finish, Magee gave me a big kiss to shut me up. Almost knocked me out of his despair. I kissed him with the same passion, clutching his shirt and drawing him closer. He interrupted the kiss, and stared at me with desire. The other emotion, I dare say, was love. My heart was pounding in my chest before I gave him a shy smile. He stepped forward and put his hands on either side of my legs. His lips were higher than mine, and he was breathing fast. "Lie down.” He whispered on my lips and made me tremble. I gobbled it up and did what he said. It wasn't long before he put his body between my legs. He pushed himself closer so THAT I could feel his hard length through our clothes. If I could, I would pull him closer. He grunted "fuck" before going back to kiss me. He bit my lip and asked to come in. I couldn't wait to say yes. He bit his lip to tease me. He groaned, rubbing his hard limbs against me, and received my groan in return. Breaking the kiss, he raised himself a little and took off his shirt. I stared at his muscular body and bit my lip in satisfaction. This earned him a sexy smirk. Magee is the sexiest man I've ever seen. "Damn Lauren, I can't think straight when you look at me like that.” "He groaned. I smiled at him and pulled his lips back to mine. "Wow, I like my girls to be in control.” He smiled as he kissed. "Shut up.” I mumbled. "May I take off your clothes? "'he asked reluctantly. I nodded. I didn't care what was going on. I just wanted Magee to keep touching me, and it made me feel good. I don't care about being humble or regretting it. I just care about Magee and how he made me love him right now. He doesn't have to try too much. I think I'm falling in love with him. He quickly took off my clothes and stared at me without moving. "Fuck you, Lauren, you're the sexiest girl I've ever seen.” "He said, looking me in the eye. I stared at him shyly and blushed as he laughed at my innocence. He started kissing me again, kissing my body, making me shiver with joy. When he reached my underwear, he stopped and looked at me. I nodded for him to continue, and before I knew it, he pulled off my underwear with his teeth. Damn, that's so sexy. He put down my underwear and leaned over my womanhood, his warm breath making me squirm. I looked at him in bewilderment, then he winked at me and began sucking on my clitoris, making me groan with delight. I gripped the sheet and watched Magee eat me.