Chapter 31

♡ Lauren’s POV ♡ "Oh my God, Magee, please don't stop! ” I gasped and groaned. He groaned with satisfaction and sucked hard. I was almost at the edge of the cliff before he stopped and stood up. I looked at him angrily. He smiled at my expression. He took off his trousers and then his boxing shoes. His manliness opened my eyes. I never knew it was that big, I've only seen it in books with Simon, but that doesn't count, plus Simon's isn't that big. No offense to Simon. He laughed at my expression before coming down to kiss me, his tip at my entrance teasing me. "It won't hurt you, honey.” He whispered reassuringly on my lips and rubbed his tip against my entrance. He looked at me, his body tense with flinching.” This is the only time to give up, Lauren, I think I can't control myself any more, I need to be in you.” "He groaned. I nodded.” Please.” I whispered desperately, trying to get close to him. "Please what? He asked. "I need you inside me now.” I demanded. He smiled, then giggled.” As you wish, my dear.” He finally drove his gun into me. I gasped and winced as I felt the shaft of Magee's gun inside me. Magee looked at me with shock on his face. "You're a virgin? ""He asked incredulously, staring at me with adoring eyes. I nodded because I couldn't speak yet. "Damn, if I knew, I'd take it slow.” He looked at me guiltily and held me tighter. "It doesn't matter, I want this.” "I whispered. He smiled at my words and made me feel warm inside.” So I was your first? "He asked. I rolled my eyes in exasperation.” Magee, can we talk about this after you fuck me? " "Okay, baby, but you know I'm not having sex with you, I'm having sex with your beautiful body.” "He said softly, and then pecked my lips. "There's no need to sweet-talk me, Magee, you've already pissed me off! ” I said angrily. I really want him to stop talking and start acting, because the pain starts to subside and happiness takes over. He pulled back slowly, then inserted it again. He looked right at me every time. "Feeling better? "He moaned, his teeth clenched, sweat glistening on his forehead. I nodded, then moaned his name. I could feel my nails scratching him, but it didn't seem to upset him, I think it made him push harder. "Fuck it, Cami, you're too tight.” "He grunted, jabbing more quickly. He took my lips in his licking before thrusting his tongue in, making it go at the same pace with the thrusting of his shaft. "Cami, you feel so good, I can't get enough.” "He moaned, his thrust slowing down. I felt my ego clench around him, making him grunt with delight as his eyes rolled back, fuck, we both grunt. " Please Magee don't stop.” I whispered before we both finished calling out each other's name. He slumped on me still inside of me as he cuddled our bodies closer. "You're fucking mine, Lauren.” He laid his forehead against mine and whispered on my lips. I nodded in agreement because I knew I was his. So much for finishing the project. With a sigh of satisfaction, he drew out his lance. He held me tighter. He looked at me brazenly and smiled, then kissed me all over the face, which caused me to let out a mischievous, exasperated sigh. He giggled and slowly gave me a sweet kiss, then buried his head in my neck. "Damn it, Lauren, I knew you'd feel good, but I didn't know you'd feel this good! ” He whispered into my neck, and his breath tickled me as I squirmed. Blushing at his words I stuttered making him chuckle at my lack of response. "So I'm your first, am I? ""He asked, sounding as if he had just heard the best news. "Yes.” "I whispered shyly. He looked up and stared at me in bewilderment. "I don't understand, I thought you were having sex already.” "He asked, his brow in confusion. I looked at him with the same feeling, then pushed myself into a sitting position, facing him. "Why do you think so? "I asked. I forgot I was naked because as SOON as I sat up, Magee's eyes landed straight on my chest, his breathing quickened and his eyes expanded into desire. I shielded them with my hands and gave him a dirty look that made the pervert laugh. He cleared his throat before speaking. "Those guys that came out of your dorm, I thought they were your guys.” My eyes got wide and then quickly turned to annoyance: "You're such an idiot, Magee, it was Vicky's one-night stand.” He realized that his eyes were wide open and that he had become a man of shame.” Oh, fuck, I'm sorry, I was just thinking --" "I'm a whore.” I gritted my teeth. He quickly stood up, clasped my hand, and moved towards me. My eyes softened as he rubbed them gently. "Fuck Lauren, no, I'm really jealous of those guys touching my stuff, that's all, I never thought you were a slut and I never will be.” He told me, looking me straight in the eye with a look of love that melted my heart into a torrent. "But why did you save yourself? I'm not complaining, I fucking love you, because I'm the only one inside you, and I'll be the only one! ” "He boasted. "I left it to the right people.” I said. You are. I cut him short when he was about to say something. "I think you're happy now. You got what you wanted.” I told him angrily that my mood had changed, that I knew Magee was a male prostitute and that there was no way he could settle for me, the girl he was bullying. When I saved myself for him, it really hurt to think that almost every girl got a taste of him. But he still had no idea that I was saving myself for him, and even had no feelings for him. He looked shocked. "What the fuck do you mean? " "Well, you've made me angry. You have no reason to talk to me anymore.” I told him angrily, though I knew it was painful to think he just wanted to have sex with me. He sighed angrily and pinched the bridge of his nose.” Screw you, Lauren, you're making everything so difficult. Didn't you hear what I just said you belong to me and nobody else? "He told me matter-of-factly. I stared at the sheets, avoiding his eyes.” Yes, but I don't know how this is going to work, Magee. No one wants us to be together, so let's pretend nothing happened.” I told him sadly. "I'll never let you go, I've had a taste of you, I'll never let anyone else take what's mine, and everybody can go to hell! ” He was angry. He drew me to him and held my naked body tightly. I relaxed my grip on him and gave him a comforting squeeze that helped him calm down. "But Magee, what do you suggest we do? We can't be seen together in public.” I told him that he was well aware of his parents' hatred for me and my mother. "We'll keep it a secret. We'll meet in secret, and no one will know.” He said desperately that he would pull me tighter if he could. "It's hard enough being a secret friend, now a lover? It's going to be hard.” I said sadly, hugging his sweaty body from our lovemaking. Before asking me, he stepped back and looked at me tenderly. "Lauren, don't I deserve it? " I don't have to think about it until I give him an honest "Yes, you are.” I told him the truth. Magee is worth it. He always has been and always will be. Why should I stop myself from being happy with him because of my past? I should have moved on and given us a chance. I've always wanted this, and it's my chance to be with the only man I feel anything for. When he pulled me in to kiss me, my answer turned his expression to pure joy. He bounced back quickly, and before I knew it, Magee and I were having sex for the second time today. An hour later. . . We lay exhausted in bed. We turned around and smiled. I get up and get dressed and check the time on my phone. It's 10 p. m. I hope Vicky will answer the door, because I foolishly forgot my key. "Baby, where are you going? "Magee asked breathlessly, looking at me as I put my clothes on. He licked his lips before groaning. I can already see his dick getting hard, and I can't help laughing. This guy really has stamina. "Boy, I'm tired and I hurt! I have to go back to my dorm. I don't want anyone to see me here or get in trouble.” I told him.