Chapter 16

Chapter 16 I remained naked on Gabin's bed as he had ordered. I just wrapped myself in a thick comforter. I'm sore. My whole body hurts, even my eyes. But most of all my heart. I feel like I am a paid woman who after using will just leave alone. I could not hold back my tears that seemed to be inexhaustible. I stayed there for more than two hours. But before Gabin came back, I decided to get up and go to the bathroom. I feel like a fool waiting for nothing. I watched my puffy eyes in front of the mirror at the sink. I am a messed. I am really a messed. I let Gabin again to used me like a whore. I let him to satisfied himself. I let him fucked me that I'm the dirtiest woman he ever met. I can't blame him. I just can't. Maybe I'm the only one he blames for what happened to him in the past. Maybe he blames me. Maybe he wants revenge. And the only revenge he wants is for me to feel that I'm nothing but a dirty bitch, a whore. But do I deserved this? I took a shower and then deci