#Chapter 68: Surrender

Ollie’s POV Surrender myself to him? The words send a shiver down my spine. While I expect to be put off by the words, instead, I find myself wondering about their true meaning. I’m not put off. At all. It’s the opposite actually. To surrender myself… To leave myself at his mercy… Does that mean he would pin me down…? Or maybe tie me up or something? Or – I think with a blush – does that mean that he would follow through on his threat to spank me? I’m not sure how such a thing can be pleasurable, but I’ve seen enough pop culture to know that some people enjoy such a thing. I’m surprised to find that I’m not entirely turned off by the thought either. Instead, I’m more curious… In his messages, Declan promised that it would be pleasurable. A whole new level of bliss… My body reacts. Heat rises within me as my nipples star to harden, imagining Declan looking at me. Maybe touching, maybe not. Maybe he makes me wait for it. Or earn it? Even my fantasies are confused. I