Chapter 45

"Awwwww!!!!!" I woke up screaming sweat poured down my skin and making me smell highly of BO. My heart was beating hard against my chest, panic and relief was clear in my emotions and I sighed. There back, the things that used to rule my nights and ruin my days are back. The nightmares that used to scare me shit less and drove me to depression are back and scarier than ever. The old nightmares were no near as bad as the one I just had, the old one's were memories of my past coming to haunt me, but these one's are dreams of the future. The dream itself was terrifying and I hope it wasn't a vision, I'd be mortified if they ever did come true. It was a dream of my baby boy, I'm not even sure of the gender but in this dream, it was a boy. It had my original blue eyes before I was turned, and he had his father's blonde soft hair. I had just given birth to my beautiful baby boy; the sound of his cries was like music to my sore ears. The nurse I met when I first found out I was pregnant