"Now you know how I feel, you bastard. But that's not even half ot the pain I feel. You arrogant, selfish jerk!" "I hope the moon goddess punish you and make you feel the pain I go through everyday because of you. May you rest in hell forever." Those words were like thousands of knives laced with wolfbane into my heart. I can only imagine what she felt all this time. She turned her heels and opened the door before stormed out of my room.
I looked at her as she leave, overwhelmed by the emotions. I was brought back to the world when I felt tears on my face. Tears of my own. Not hers. Not anyone's. But mine. I'm crying. After such a long time. She has opened my dorm full of emotions that I blocked years ago. I felt my legs weaken as I kneeled down. I growled in anger. Angry at myself. She was right. I'm such a selfish jerk. I'm a self centered bastard. I'm stupid. I'm a jerk. I'm a monster. I hurt my own mate because I never wanted a mate. Because I fell in love with Bianca.