#Chapter 147: Maybe You Need A Reminder Of How I Feel About Your Body​

​ Beau leans in again, but I don’t meet his lips because I am too busy rolling my eyes and laughing. He must have been in it only for jest, because he starts laughing too.​ “You are ridiculous,” I say.​ “Thank you,” he replies, and we both return to admiring the view.​ I guess my experiment failed, but I don’t feel too badly. Beau took it well enough, I suppose, and didn’t push for more. I guess in a way I showed him that not everyone wants to kiss for sex, by demonstrating it just now.​ “Have you ever been in love, Nanny?” Beau asks me.​ I’m taken aback at first, but then I answer as honestly as I can. “Not yet, but I’m hopeful.”​ Beau considers that. Then he asks, “What kind of man do you think you would fall in love with? I imagine you falling head over heels for some goody-two-shoes saving himself for marriage type.​ “I don’t know,” I say, unwilling to tell him the truth. ​ Facts are, when he mention who I would fall in love with, my thoughts immediately went to all four o