Chapter 48

I've always known because of all these feelings I'd have whenever I was around her or thinking about her. I knew that she had gotten to me more that any girl ever had before. Even hearing her name puts a smile on my face. I admit, I was ignoring my feelings and pushing it aside because I didn't know how to handle it. I've never felt this way before about a girl and honestly, it scared me. Seeing her in school these past three days, I had to stop myself every time from walking over to her. I couldn't explain my reasons for wanting to do that. All I know is that I wanted to be close to her. I wanted to be with her. I wanted to just talk to her. There was so many times that I couldn't stop myself from staring at her. Sometimes, she would look around at me and other times, I prayed that she would just look around and smiled at me. I would do anything just to see her smile. She didn't though, because those times she didn't even know I was watching her. I know it sounds creepy, but I cou