Chapters 17

I try to hold back my tears but don’t want to hold back, my chest is tightening because of how I feel right now.  With my hand, I wipe my tears and I wipe the clothes I am wearing.  I didn’t know where I was going because there were no people here as I walked on the side of the road.  I still look back on the speculation that Smael has changed his mind and he will go after me, but there is no Smael. I thought I had a place there in your heart because of what you were showing me and feeling.  I didn't just feel like having sex with you Smael, but why is that?  Is there nothing? I looked up because of the tears that were about to fall, I wanted to stop crying but I couldn't.  I just continued walking when suddenly a big car stopped and at the speed of events I was taken inside and covered my head. "W-Who are you? W-Why did you take me? Where are you taking me!"  I shouted and I heard nothing that no matter what answer from taking me, only the sound of the machine I could hear.  I felt my