Chapter 66

Jonathan I wasn't expecting it to be easy to whip up a desk job without experience but, I wasn't expecting it to be this hard as well. It could be because I was pressuring myself to be a better man for Ciara, somebody that was worth standing by her side with my head held up high. Only then would I be able to propose to her knowing that I could provide a stable life for her. But I couldn't even get a proper job. How then was I supposed to do all that?. I'd intended to hide my disappointment from Ciara as she already had alot to deal with but I couldn't keep my feeling bottled up any longer. If I didn't let it out, I might burst from within. "I'm sorry" I apologized. "I didn't want you to see this side of me" Caressing my face in her hands, she replies. "Well, thank you for sharing" she adds. "Now that I know what you've been trying to do, we can work on your resume and interviews together" "Thank you, Ciara. It really means alot" Closing tbe gap between us, she wraps her hands around my