Forever And Ever

Chapter 64 (Forever and ever) JADA'S POV I have become accustomed to peeking at them every time I wake up when I am with my children. "Nightmare again?" I was shocked to hear Xander's voice, I didn't expect it to still sound. "I just peeked to see if the twins were comfortable. Looks like you're the one visited by the bad dream?" Xander stood up and approached me. I was shocked when he squeezed me by the waist. "There was no worse dream the day I thought you died and the day we almost lost the twins. Almost every day I wish I could die too so that the pain would go away." "Xander, why? Why instead of making you feel more important and never leaving, did you feel differently about me?" "I want you to stop being affected by whoever had a bad attempt on Les and me. But God knows I love you and you kids are very important to me." he explained to me. "I hate you." He hugged me tightly. "I know. That's why I apologize and take another chance to prove to you that I love you." "What