Chapter 31

Chapter 31 Life is a game. And the biggest game is life. In this game of our lives we hold our own defeat. We will decide. As for me, in this game of my life, I knew I was losing. I have no chance of winning anymore. I made it for myself, so I have nothing to blame but anyone. Yes, I lost because I loved Gabin too much but the game is not ends there, my life still goes on. While we are still breathing there is hope. Dignity. That's all I am holding on to right now. Dignity for myself. "Jesus!" Mike startled me after he opened his door for me. In my hand I hold my small suitcase. I shuddered with extreme weakness, especially when he reached for my back and hugged me. I wanted to bursed out and cry but it seemed like even my own tears were betrayed and left me as well. "What happened to you? Did he hurt you? Tell me, I'm really going to break that Gabin's balls!" He then asked continuesly. He scanned my whole face. He also looked down at my arm with a few scars caused by Katheri