Chapter 19

Chapter 19 The next morning I woke up early, my whole body ached, my eyes swelled but most of all my heart ached. What he said to me last night echoed in my mind over and over again. How I saw the resentment, the fear, the anger and the longing in his eyes. I got up and went straight to the bathroom. While bathing I did not forget what happened last night. I already have the opportunity to tell Gabin that he raped me. That we have a child. But darn, I was just too coward. Lots of what ifs. What if he doesn't believe me? What if he hates me even more? What if he believes but what if he takes my son away from me? I do not want. I'm scared. I let the cold water from the shower drip from my head down to my body, at the same time my tears were also dripping. I do not know but lately I have become very emotional. Maybe because of what is happening. At its sheer speed I could barely keep up. I'm in a mess. I could fight if it was physical. I can take all the physical pain he was