Chapter 17

Chapter 17 "Where have you been?" Gabin greeted me coldly but hard as I stepped on the first step of the wooden stairs on the terrace. It's been two days since the day I went to his office. That night he came home at midnight and was very drunk. He was still furiuos as he entered the room. I was laying on our bed as he violently pulled my waist. He fucked me the whole night. He fucked me so hard and rough. He didn't even remorse even though I was crying. After that he left the room and never returned. And last night was still the same. I felt so weak. So low and vulnerable. I no longer have the strength to fight. I just let him fucked me how he wanted, where he wanted. In the sofa, inside the bathroom or in his closet and even in the cold floor. Then he will just left without saying a word. He would just leave me like a peace of dirt. He can't even stare me in the eyes. He seems to hate me. And it hurts so bad. It was as if my heart was squeezing every time I thought of all that.