Chapter 83

"I owe you and Troy a huge apology. All my life all I've wanted was someone to care about me and pay attention to me. Growing up, my parents were never home. They were always away on a business trip or vacation that they just couldn't be bothered to take me on. I was the oops baby they never wanted. As a result, they threw money at me to keep me pacified and as I grew older, I began searching for the love and acceptance I never got through sex with random guys. I knew I was being used and thrown away, but I didn't care as long as someone was paying attention to me. When I went home for fall break, I heard my parents having a conversation about how I ruined all their life plans and how they wish they would've just aborted me. It cut me really deep and I took to drinking to forget it when I got back. I think getting caught and MIPed was the best thing that ever happened to me. Yes, cheer was taken away from me, but those girls don't care about me one bit. After I met your brother, everyt