Chapter 135

Hmmmm!.... I sighed heavily as I stared at her, I was a bit frightened because I knew she would be wondering why I sighed like this. 聽 I have to get things straight so I can keep deceiving myself, why don't I look at the other side of the picture? If I don't tell her in time, she would be thinking that i still have feelings for her, and on the other hand, I do not still think, it is best for me to go straight to the point by tell her the truth, I till find it somehow and completely uncomfortable because, If I tell her, I will still have myself to be blamed because I do not even have the confidence, and I feel so guilty because it is go 聽to be a bit heartless of me. 聽 While I was thinking about the whole thing, I still stared at her because last time I checked, she has a very high grade in reading minds, I could actually take her to discover what I am thinking about. 聽 I only had the confidence to think because I felt she was not focusing on me, she was looking at the mirror, and dressing her face. Whenever she does that, she completely forgets about every other thing she is doing. She must put a hundred percent focus on something that has to do with her face. 聽 "Ohh no! I have held my thinking inorder for her not to penetrate." I said in my mind because she was already done with my makeup and would focus on me now. 聽 "Wait! what did you do with your face? And why 聽did you rub that shit on your eyes? Don't you know that it doesn't make you look Cool in any way? You look damn ugly with those dull, dark colors on your face."聽 I tried to speak to her so that she would not ask me why have I been so quiet all through the time that she has been doing the makeup,聽 聽 If she eventually asks me 聽the reason why I didn't ask any question all through the time that she was making her face up, I would begin to think about it again and she could easily penetrate through my mind, and know everything I was thinking about earlier. 聽 聽 She walked closer to me as she crossed her legs round my laps, like she was about to give me a lap dances,聽 As usual whenever she does it I would definitely repeal and connect with it, she would definitely feel my dick choking her ass, and I would definitely start to go further by pressing her. 聽 But, this time around it was the direct opposite of the usual things. 聽 I didn't even react like someone that was being seduced or sexualized, I did not even look into her hole, all I did was to look at her eyes without blinking. 聽 I did not do anything like I have ever had anything to do with her. 聽 "Babe what is wrong? I am trying my best to satisfy you here but, you are not responding to anything I have been doing, all you have been doing is leaving a dull face to it, and pretending like I mean nothing to you." She began to suspect something was wrong. 聽 I didn't want her to find out, so I decided to start rubbing her life so that she would not realize that anything doing with her anymore,聽 I said remove it harder if that will be enough for her to just forget about going through my mind,聽 聽 I haven't even done anything much and she has started c*****g and you asked me to do everything. 聽 I couldn't just take it anymore. I pushed her to the floor, straight up running out the window. 聽 "Wrong what's? wrong with you?" she asked. 聽 聽 "Nothing much it is just that I have been having some signs of infection lately and I would not want to pass it over to you , I would love to get it treated before we have anything to do with sex." I said to her hoping that she would not find out. 聽 "What do you mean by that? What are you saying? so you have been lying to me all this while? I can see it in your mind, I can see your heart, who is she to you?"聽 聽 She asked me and indirectly put me in a state of confusion.