Chapter 129

what's to we date him to get more information about Diego, I just wish Christabel was not in his life it would have been very perfect and simple because Diego would not be in such a mess right now if Christabel hadn't come into is life it would have been so perfect that I know all things would have four in pleasant places for me and I'll I know the next step to take but I'm not really sure I'm ready to do this because this was talking about here is the love of my life what if I make the first move what if I make the first kill what if I had my revenge first what would be Diego fate will he still be saved because I am very sure literally so sure that alpha James my elder brother would be on his trail for good because he wouldn't ever let go of what Diego did to me though it is not his fault he should have moved on because his on his right I think it was a coincidence when they both met it was a coincidence it was never the spot for threading on the back of my brother's lover how could I have known that alpha jeans are dated Christabel before the met I'm not sure you did knew anything about it because my own brother alpha jeans I've never spoken with Diego before even when we were dating they are never so how could he have known if he had related with him right then all this mess wouldn't have happened it will just have to be on an escape route as an excuse for you not to get on a bad part of the whole incident now is to go force of the queue and I must make sure I have learnt dessert if he eventually died I must make sure I haven't is that I'm making sure Christabel pay so dearly for whatever she did Kirsten because if she hadn't come into his life he wouldn't have been such a mess it was all his fault I wish there was a way I could have spoken to my brother about it which I would have been able to lift him but I know my brother so well he is way over heel, don't give a damn f*** who's at fault oh how the whole incident was it should have been or I live on this Diego well I have to accept it where it has taken me to because I don't think there's any remedy or any chance of survival for Diego on this case I'm not sure if there is any because it happened to the ground and nothing I mean absolutely nothing would ever stand in the way of my brother alpha jeans not getting revenge Christabel he said he already put his hatred as begin to burn in apart from him where it is and I think if it should continue that way it will be a good strike for me to overshadow a on the whole issue well if I did persist to try on further I did know the trouble I did be getting because I did already asked up from two other Park which are Diego river Park is rain outside on his arrival to those Tupac with people and I know there is nothing I can do to change all the acid because you had their own deal of the bargain I'm not sure if all is said to me was to be true or if they've decided to share profit but what I need to be sure about it to make a great fortune out of it I did wish all this would have come to reality but little did I know that I can't change that time . I did try to make a great impact for the past two years you've dated and for the fact that I made a mistake isn't good and enough reason to have left me in such a manner after two years of audio we both hard together we both shared the same experience together we had everything together but still all because of a common mistake I was so heartbroken I cried for days cried for weeks for months still confused on everything but to be sincere with ourselves there was love I wish that was true love if all he has shared with me was not fake love then it would have left go he would have forgiven me of that mistake, but I don't think there should be any remedies left for him because if I have to judge exact specs out of fake love and not what he could have done you should be cute I shouldn't be on your side that shouldn't be a supporting priority on his side but what can I do I'm still madly in love with Diego and I need it to clear my head out if I can see him before alpha James and get hold of him I know there should be something I should do but I got to think harder to know the part now which I'm lacking I need to be steadfast in whatever I think I'm doing because all these are just tell me out because I will not stand the sight of him be cute in my presence it will break my heart so badly it will bless me somebody and the hunt for me being part of planning his death with my brother, and I will never forgive myself for such incident I did come on bring up on me because I did take a big part in this whole incident because through me they will get to know his schedule be able to know if every moves every skill remix everything is done there will be no to me because I'll be there spa but can I be able to avoid all this by giving the wrong information but I know my brother he has eyes everywhere is informal are all over the place you wouldn't know when you will bump into one and you'll be just so confused because you've done to yourself and yours tell me one me not to be a traitor in this part of the plan I'm so so confused of the whole scenario I'm so tired of everything going on I wish I was never entered his life. I wish she never had a huge part in his life where was she when I was still coming up the past two years where was she it was now that have also do my heart out in his life a chance to come into his life everything has been settled then she now has enough of her own you saying things that she was never supposed to say from the onset and I know that all this wouldn't have happened if I never f***** up at the first part if I had remained Facebook all this group of course it will never have happened and I'm very certain that Christabel is a goddess big role in his life it weighs me down whenever I hear about the whole issue and and I'm very sure that God has forgotten what we shared in the past two years because I never meant anything to him if our love was so important to him he wouldn't have backed out of the relationship just like that and you now behave like as if nothing ever happened and attended begging on my knees that go but well . I had to be very very sure that you did look at me with disgust and disdain in his eyes if it really meant a lot to him he will never had backed out just like that all should have been done in the name of love but there was no love amongst the tall I need to be very sure that I was not you as a bit for him to make more wear out on inside or maybe as pleasant as he wished he proposed to me I given connections never dreamt of doing such but still yet what did I get in return I get shameless I get heartbroken I got no credit for all the good things done even though there was always a bad record between us the good things I've done the perfect to cover up every mistake it and I know for sure that things would be made possible if I will step back in my relationship but I really have no one to bring I gave them the chance to enter and Desse took hold of the opportunity and see every best moment of it all and the best part of everything was to get the best if fortune and I must make sure Desse is for all you did do 2in Diego for bringing us apart and I know that I'll take my revenge and I didn't know it would be well served really mean it well served and nothing I mean absolutely nothing can stand in this junk play this way not even my brother alpha James could take a big part on this issue and I need the very sure that all this was part of the plan you know I read so well that every lady would want to sit in my position so did you jealous because of my success story for us to know Abby I must make sure that nothing get behind me . Erica Jones that is one thing I must make sure nothing ever happened but to really be honest I did know that I messed up big time so to clean up this mistakes and to wash it off because I should be very sure it is still sore spot for me I need to take it down so as to be lifted up I are both her and in doing that I need to be very steadfast and upright with whatever I'm doing,