(18+) I Fucking Loved This Girl

••• Maximillian’s POV ••• We returned to the Silentmane Canines Pack and had a quiet dinner with Rosa and Jaxon. I kept monitoring Arra’s well-being, and my heart ached for her. The usual rosiness in her cheeks hadn't returned, and she looked pretty pale and still a bit weak after losing control of herself in front of Abigail. But my sweet Luna was now pretending to be strong again, except for the fact that she had to force herself to swallow her food. Was it strange for me to feel happy when she leaned on me and showed her vulnerability at the prison? Granted, I loved having a powerful Luna. That was what my pack and I, a ruthless Alpha, needed. But sometimes, her strong personality made me feel like I was a useless man. Was it wrong for me to want my mate to share everything with me? I was the man in this mateship, and I should always be the one to share her troubles with and to be her strength. She didn't have to carry every burden alone. Maybe it was because she was the Alpha Princess, and her parents had always had high hopes for her. Or maybe because she saw how her mom, Queen Charlotte, was strong and respected by everyone, and she wanted to be like her. She looked... lost. How could she not when her belief for the past few years had been shattered in just a few minutes? She had always had it in her heart that her beloved twin sister had an accidental death, and it already broke a part of her heart, especially since twins had a strong soul connection. What more when she learned that her sister’s death was, in fact, a murder done by one of the people they had a close relationship with? The heartbreak and fury from the betrayal... And they were only teenagers at that time. I wished more than her to rip that vicious Omega into shreds, but we were a society governed by law, and that was what we should follow - a trial for everyone who committed crimes. After dinner, everyone retreated to the bedrooms, and Arra asked me about the blonde woman and Elder Charles, who dared to challenge their Alpha and Luna during Arra’s first meal with the pack members. I hesitated to tell her that the blonde had escaped and was even more ruthless than an ordinary pack member. One of the reasons I didn't bring Arra to the cell where we imprisoned them was the scene was too gory. The blonde woman had mutilated Elder Charles beyond recognition, and I wouldn’t subject my sweet Arra to that kind of bloody scene. I didn't think she had ever seen something that gory since she had always had a sheltered life. I doubted she had ever been in a battle of life and death. But then... How could I keep something from my Luna? She was bound to find out sooner or later. In the end, I told her about the blonde woman's successful escape and Elder Charles’ unfortunate end. I was ready for her to be sad or angry and even blame me and the Silentmane Canines Pack for being incompetent and keeping such a huge issue a secret. But my sweet Luna, who still had many thoughts on her mind, actually comforted me and thanked me for always thinking of her feelings. Damn... She was the best mate I could ever have, and I was so thankful that she stumbled upon me that night at the bar. Thinking of all the problems we were facing right now being connected to dark magic, I looked at her bare neck and reminded her to always wear my grandma’s necklace as it could ward off any negative energy from black magic. She stood up and wanted to get the necklace, but I caught her hand and said, “Let’s take a shower.” It was nearly bedtime, and she needed to relax after the emotionally draining day. I led her to our spacious bathroom and began taking our clothes off, with her keeping quiet, looking like she was lost in her own thoughts. Making sure the temperature was comfortable for her, I pulled her gently under the shower, hoping the running water could help soothe and make her relax. I wrapped my arms tightly around her, kissed the fake mating mark on her neck, and felt saddened when I saw the mark had faded. It must be because of her nearly losing control of her wolf earlier… I took her body wash and carefully and lovingly washed every inch of her body. “Arra…” I said her name softly and comforted her, “The matter of your sister... Abigail will get what she deserves for using the liquid on both of you.” I then took the showerhead and washed all the soap away from her body. Placing the showerhead back in its place, I placed two fingers under her chin and titled it upward. “I’ll let everyone who hurt her, and you pay for their sins,” I swore to her. Her mouth moved, but she couldn't get any words out, and that was when she showed me the side of her I wanted to see after the emotional incident earlier. Her complex emotions... And her vulnerability... I saw it in her eyes. She bit her lips, placed her hands on my chest, stroking it, and moved lower... I groaned, and Cyrus moaned in my head as her smooth little hand circled my cock, turning it hard instantly. Her hand began moving along my length, and Cyrus whimpered in pleasure. I knew he was feeling pain at the same time now. He had always longed for a mate just like I did, and to feel that special feeling of a matebond only to be robbed away of it again was painful for him. Arra suddenly dropped to her knees with her hand still stroking my cock. Her gaze locked with mine as if asking for my permission to do her next move. It'd be hypocritical if I said I didn’t want her to give me head, but this shouldn’t be the time to feel a mouth around my cock for the first time. I should be the one serving her in this moment, with her messed up state of heart, and not the other way round. “Ar- Fuck,” I groaned, and my hips jerked as her tongue swiped across the tip of my cock. She didn’t give me time to stop her as she opened her mouth wide and took me inside. “Oh, fuck...” My wolf and I groaned, lost in the pleasure of the warm and perfect force of suction from her little mouth. Her head began moving forward and backward with each suction. Her gaze kept locking with mine and gone was the vulnerability in them. It was replaced by her desire for me. I placed my palms against the bathroom wall and had to grit my teeth to stop myself from thrusting my hips. This was her time. This was her time to take control, and I willingly submitted myself to her. “Holy Mother of all creation,” Cyrus moaned when Arra’s hand fondled my balls. Goddammit! I never knew getting head would feel this good. If this went on... Suddenly she gave my precious babies a little tug and rolled them in her hands, and I knew I would cum at any time. “Arra, you have to pull back now if you don't want me to feed you,” I warned her with a groan. Unexpectedly, instead of withdrawing, the force of her suction increased, and then I lost it. I groaned in ecstasy and threw my head back as my cum shot straight to her throat, with her swallowing every drop of it. Her mouth didn't stop working, not allowing my dick to go soft. I yanked her up and pressed her against the cold tiles, lifting one of her legs, rubbing the length of my cock against her clit, teasing her mercilessly, and her uncontrollable moans made me lose control. I positioned myself against her entrance and slammed hard into her, making her scream my name in pleasure. Her arms circled my neck to keep her steady as the force of my thrusts nearly made her lose her balance as she stood on one leg. Oh, fuck... No matter how often I fucked her, her pussy still felt as tight as her first time. Before long, I felt her walls tightening, and I groaned, loving how her cunt clenched around my cock. I lifted her other leg, which turned out to be too much for her, and made her scream my name again as her orgasm exploded. The way her pussy milked my cock was more than enough to make me follow her. I rammed hard and fast into her as I raced toward my own climax and roared out in ecstasy as my hips jerked and I filled her with my seeds. After we came down from our high, I lowered her legs and kissed her deeply before pulling her into my embrace and whispering sweet nothing in her ears. I pulled back and caressed her cheeks, saying softly, “Arra, I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I want to have lots of pups with my sweet Luna, and I'll definitely give you a real mark one day." The complexity of her emotions reappeared in her eyes. I let her think about my words as I traced every inch of her face with my fingertip. So beautiful... Goddess, I fucking loved this girl. I wanted to wipe away all her troubles. I wanted to make her happy. Her tears trickled from her eyes, and she nodded, agreeing with my idea of spending the rest of our lives together. I kissed away her tears before pulling her into my embrace again, letting her pour out her emotions. I knew our pups wouldn’t be able to replace her deceased twin sister in her heart, but it was a step for me to achieve my goal of giving her the happiness she deserved. After all, there was nothing better than having pups with your fated mate...