I Want To Destroy Bella

••• Abigail’s POV ••• After leaving the court, I was escorted to the appointed hospital with Shawn and Mom following us in different cars. I sat on the bed, feeling troubled ever since Bella had shown everyone her evidence. Why didn't anyone tell me she had hidden cameras in her office? I would’ve been more careful if I had known about it. I had even risked my life for the second time by using the special perfume from Mom to make her lose control, but it didn't end up according to what I had in mind. She had messed up my plan to frame her and made Shawn unable to run for the Alpha King’s election. Before this, although Bella had told everyone that Shawn had chosen me over the title, the werewolf council didn't say anything about it, which meant he still had the chance. But now… What would be the point if he couldn't be the next Alpha King? As I was mulling about it, Shawn appeared in the doorway, looking enraged. “Shawn…” I called his name in a whisper and stood up from the bed to go to him to calm him down. “You bitch!” His slap landed hard on my cheek; the force sent me tumbling back to the bed. “Shawn!” I cried out as I covered my swollen cheek with my hand. “Do you realize what you have done?” he snarled with his canines bared and reddened eyes; his Alpha aura blasted off his body, making me cower and submit to my Alpha. “S-Shawn…” I said with a trembling voice, trying to look at him, but his Alpha aura blanketing my body prevented me from doing so. “You fucking idiot!” He moved fast and grabbed my neck, and I was once again choked in a tight hold. First Bella, and now my own man. How many times must I receive this kind of treatment… “I lost my qualification to be the next Alpha King BECAUSE OF YOU!” he roared, and his grip around my neck tightened. “Was it not enough for you to get me?” he snarled and shook my body. “Was it not enough that Bella had left me because of you? Was it not enough that you are now my Luna?!” he demanded. “You just have to provoke Bella and make me look like a fool, don't you?” “S-Shawn… Please…” I tried to pry his hand away from my neck, and my lungs begged me to breathe in some air. “I’m carrying your baby… Please...” I begged with difficulty. “I must have been stupid to have an affair with a fucking lowly Omega like you and throw away such an outstanding Alpha Princess like Bella,” he snarled. My body froze as I heard him compare me with Bella, and I felt my consciousness slip away. “Fucking little piece of shit.” I heard him spit out those words before throwing me aside like I was a piece of trash. I gulped for air and rubbed my neck. “I don't fucking care what you do but don't provoke Bella anymore. And NEVER bring me or my pack down, or else even a baby can't save you. Try it if you want to die,” he snarled out a warning before turning around and leaving my ward with a loud bang of the door. I looked at the closed door and cried on the bed. I knew Shawn would be mad at me, but did he need to insult and slap me? But why… Why did he ask me not to provoke her anymore? Was he still in love with her? He told me he would marry me after divorcing Bella, and now they weren't even married, but he changed—a lot. We should be happy together without Bella getting in between us, but that didn't seem to be the case. Was I only a means for him to relieve his sexual urges? Did he not love me? I had tried my hardest to seduce him and take him away from Bella, and I was happy when they broke up. But why must everything turn out like this… I should’ve been the happy one, and Bella should’ve suffered. But why did she end up with someone more powerful than Shawn? It would be okay if Maximillian were ruthless and cruel to her. But why did Maximillian end up adoring her? Why did she still have so many people protecting her? Why was she still happy? I had done so much to ensure her unhappiness, and yet nothing happened. If anything, she was even happier than before. This was not fair! The door opened again, and Mom entered. “Mom…” I sobbed and was about to complain to her about what Shawn had just done and said to me. However, she let out a vicious growl and approached me with an intimidating presence. I felt scared and swallowed whatever complaints I had, cowering for the second time after reaching the hospital. Her malicious appearance made me back away toward the wall and want to cry for help, but my mouth went dry, and I couldn't get any word out. “You disappoint me so much, Abi,” she growled and continued dripping venomous words to me, “You are so useless that you didn't know you were being recorded. Why did I have to have such a stupid daughter?” Stupid… Useless… Shawn had said those words to me a few times ever since Bella made a scene during our engagement party, but this was the first time Mom had ever appeared so evil in front of me. I admitted sometimes she growled and glared at me, but today… Today, she looked like she was about to kill me! What was happening? Why did Mom do this to me? Why was she so angry? “You know how your father was killed by King Hayden.” Her growl sounded even more ferocious with each word she uttered. “If you can't help me take revenge, I will cut off my relationship with you. I do not need a useless daughter who is too weak to take revenge for her father. My body trembled as my eyes widened in disbelief, and I felt blood drained from my face. Mom… Mom wanted to disown me? For years, I had always longed and desired for family and friends. That was part of the reason I hated Bella. She had everything I wanted and more - powerful and doting parents, friends who would always do everything for her, wealth, the title of Alpha Princess, and an Alpha as a mate. She had everything while I had nothing. Only Goddess knew how happy I was when Mom appeared in my life many years ago. But if Mom didn't want me anymore… If she wanted to cut off our relationship… Then, I would have no one to rely on. Especially since Shawn had changed and didn't even hesitate to insult or hit me now. I couldn't rely on him as I thought I could. Only Mom would be able to protect me, and I couldn't let her sever our relationship. “I…” I swallowed and wiped away my tears to show her I wasn't weak. “I’m sorry, Mom. I didn't think Bella had installed a hidden camera in her office. I was careless. But I promise you I’ll do better next time. I will help you in taking revenge.” Mom smiled, hugged me, and stroked my hair while saying, “That’s my good girl…” Her voice was gentle, but I felt chills down my spine. Usually, when she told me I was a good girl, I felt happy. But now, after witnessing how vicious she could look and sound, it felt like her gentleness had an underlying meaning. But anyway, I had done so much to make Bella suffer. I knew I couldn't go back and not to anything anymore. I hated Bella and her family for destroying my life. If not for them, Dad would still be alive, and I would have a complete and loving family. If not for her, Shawn would still be gentle and loving, not like now. He didn't even care about his baby. Everything was Bella's and her parents’ fault. Even if Shawn had asked me not to provoke her anymore, if there was still a chance to destroy her life, then I’d gladly do it. Shawn wouldn't be able to do anything once it was done. I would take revenge for Dad and myself. They shouldn't live a happy life after making me and my family suffer. Mom pulled back and tucked my hair behind my ears, looking as gentle as usual as she said, “Abi, I have a plan…” I smiled at Mom and told her firmly, “I’ll do it. Whatever it is, I’ll do it. I want to destroy Bella and her parents.” “Good girl,” Mom was satisfied as she looked at my decisiveness. “We only have each other now, Abi. We could only rely on each other.” I sigh in relief secretly. Mom wouldn't disown me if I followed her plan to take revenge for Dad, and at the same time, I would take revenge on Bella. Talked about killing two birds with one stone... The thought of destroying Bella made me happy. “Tell me of your new plan, Mom.” ———————————— Author’s note: Dear readers, I’m sorry for not being able to update daily and only one chapter each time. I’m a bit busy at the moment, but I will still update and finish Max and Arra’s story. Thank you for still supporting and loving this story *love*