  She is breathtaking.
      It is believed no matter how good a person looks, eventually the novelty wears off and their appearances simply become an everyday feature. I don t think that will ever happen with Cara, her beauty makes my world turn black and white around her.
      I still can t believe she said yes. I came here prepared to be turned down and promise her to leave her alone thereafter. The night just got better, I feel like I am on top of the world. It would be incredibly satisfying if she felt the same way, I am optimistic, she just doesn t know how she feels. My sister, Meg, has shamelessly expressed how this is a red flag for both of us. Trying to run away from our problems and Cara will Just be using me as an escape. Not going to give into her negativity on this magical night. I mean how many men can confidently say they finally got their dream girl? Not once but twice.

  Elope with me.
      Those words hang around me. How can he ask me such a thing in the middle of my crisis? The ride back to his penthouse didn t do any good. I couldn t stop thinking about his proposal, in fact it rendered my other problems as nothing.
      I have never been a wedding girl, never attended one, never pictured myself as a bride. So his question was beyond me. We stayed the night at the pent house as usual he left us there to go be with his wife, the irony! The next day, Kelly orders an uber for us and I am glad to be back at my apartment. She leaves for work and I am left all alone. I sleep most of the morning and when I wake up I draft my resignation letter. I honestly don t know what to do next but I want to hurt Andre and his mother as badly they have deceived me. I decide to read my mother s diary. Most the entries are when she was a teenager. She seemed so in love

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