Chapter 164

Selena’s POV The world is spinning before my eyes. My head feels like it’s growing and growing, and I couldn’t sit straight. The liquor glass in my hand was empty, but I kept trying to sip from it for a reason I couldn’t understand. It was like I was searching for something that was never there in the first place. My throat hurts as my tears continue rolling down my cheeks. I don’t even know why I kept thinking about him even when he made me feel so miserable. I feel alive when I think of him, but it also kills me. Every second of the day, I feel pathetic because even after what happened, I keep on falling for him over and over. Is it true that smart people are dumb when it comes to love? I am indeed smart, but I was never this dumb when it comes to men. So why? Why is it so hard to forget? Why is our fate so hard to control when they say you are the writer of your own fate? “Liar!” I whispered and laughed, but then my laughters turned to sobs. I buried my face on the counter as I crie